imageSo I'm sitting here at this wonderful store restaurant, and trying to concentrate, and them I call Susan, and try to talk with her about "stuff" (like people, who are "blowing up" all over the place). And this baby starts crying. And talking in a high-pitch loud baby talk talk. And standing up and walking all over the table and counter and then his "even more baby" baby brother or sister starts crying. I mean really crying. 

And here I am on the phone with Susan trying to talk about really important things like the people around us who are blowing up and why they are blowing up.

So I finish the talk with Susan, and then another one starts crying... and whining (this time a small girl child). And I sit down and try to concentrate and this, and that. Finally, I realize the body (my body) is calling for release. So I travel to the restroom and come back...

And all is quiet.

That, I feel, is a message. There are indeed a lot of folks going through this "blowing up" thing, and they may not have any idea why. For myself, the "blowing up" thing has taken different forms, but I know there are energetic things behind it. There is a reason behind it. There is an upgrade behind it.

You all likely "get" what I'm talking about.

As we release our grip on what has been, and allow what is to come in, we can move up. As we release our grip on the ballast, our Higher Self balloon can rise up.

Personally, I feel like I've been de-ballasting for at least ALL of this past year. And certainly all of this trip. Here's a short list of some of my "ballasts"...

  • Having to live all of the time in Hawaii.
  • The cats.
  • Java on the Rock.
  • Hawaii as a full-time home.
  • Having a full-time apartment, all to myself, all the time.
  • Having a "perfectly functioning" body, all the time.
  • My ego's idea of perfection about anything.
  • The comfort of staying in one place for any period of time.
  • And a bunch of other things.
  • Any fear of releasing any of those things up there.

So that's it for today. Have fun releasing!!