The energies have lately (namely, today) felt very "pressing". I don't know exactly what it means... yet. But undoubtedly this has something to do with an inner compression (from within) coming up in opposition to an outer compression (from without). So it seems I do know what it means.
There has been little that I've felt like actively "doing", lately, except for shopping, getting mocha, and getting gas. I feel pretty focused on what is being exposed "out there", that perhaps I am being reminded to watch what is going in "in here"... within the Kp body-mind-spirit sphere. And all that sort of thing.
So perhaps that's why I've been enjoying the moments as my body retires to its bed each night, and allows the "outer worldly" and "inner mental" stuff to slip away. Then I often feel the actual adventure begins.
I'd like to feel I enjoy viewing all the "crap" that's being exposed out there (and in here)... but I cannot say I do. Nor am I always feeling "at peace" with it.
I'm not going to "disappear" into the ethers in a "blissed out" meditative state... yet.
In the end, I'm responsible for one world... the Kp Inner one. So for now, that's how we shall let it be.
Aloha, Kp
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