I have no idea if I'll even finish this post, once it's started... well, I guess that part's done... the starting part.
I've hardly been able to move the last several hours (now it's 2257 HST). Met someone this morning at Java (on the Rock), and last night got essentially no sleep. We met at 7:30. I got there at about 7:15. I'd not been to Java for a few weeks.
Funny thing was, I felt so very disconnected to that place after leaving. Still love it, and the location, but I still felt very dis-connected from it. Separating from the old Kp paradigm, I believe.
Then I left, and all of my "errand duties" came to the front, so I was doing some of those, but all that time I felt like I was walking through mud. It was extremely intense... The muddiness, that is.
I've known about these energetic type things, and been through a few, but this time it was even more intense than others, and last night's non-sleepiness probably added to the whole muddiness.
Now I've slept maybe 4-5 hours in two parts this afternoon, and tried and tried to "get interested" in posts, and news, and articles, and "all that crap going on in the world 'out there'", and could hardly touch it. As I'm sure all can tell.
There seems to be something of a "grand culling" of energies, at the moment. And also of people. Some are staying around. Many are leaving. Physically leaving. Some because of the Energies (capital 'E') may be too much for them to deal with, or for some, their "crap-dealing" table's been taken away. They cannot deal their crap to anyone anymore. So there's no more "crap game" anymore. So they're leaving.
Perhaps that what I and many others are feeling right now. I'm intending to stay here on the planet, with the planet, but the culling is also going on within me, and many others. And will continue.
But there are also other potentials as well, namely, many of us are assisting to transmute planetary consciousness energies, that have been waiting for this moment, and waiting for some of us, to help to "bring on" the culling.
Sometimes in the past moments I've felt like "keeping all this stuff in". But now I sense it's more helpful to "put it all out there" (aka, "Letting it all hang out.").
I don't have any "recommendations" for anyone, about like, "How to deal with the energies", "What do I do"...
Sorry, the answer's within, and that's all I can say right now.
Aloha, Kp
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