I'm almost totally physically drained after the past few days. After staying overnight by the Pacific, my body started going through a sort of "fevering", "extreme tired-ing", and a kind of "I just want it all to be over-ing."

Now I'm at Mt. Shasta, with warmth all around, in a quiet room, with snow on the ground, and this is where I will stay, until this release of stuff finishes.

That's what it is, a "release of stuff".

Feels like all of the pressures, "okay, time for the next steps again", and "where am I going to sleep tonight" things I've experienced are coming up all at once, so I can release them... Fully...

Anyway, I'm going to sleep well. Very well. (whatever "well" means).