140411_kp_mauna_kea_P1010046_150_77I'm just finished posting two posts... that's IT... TWO. Both for the Kingdom of Hawai'i. And while I'm still supportive of that entire movement, I'm just so frustrated that that's the only thing I've posted that I felt I had to get something out about it.

I honestly have hardly felt any movement these last days since I moved out from my house (temporarily) so that it could be moved. JUST MOVED 10 FEET.

Now I find out that the house will NOT be the same as I had before. He's re-configuring it so apparently it will be narrower (6-8 feet wide) and longer. So I'll have to walk out of my office door to go into my new kitchen and I'll probably have to close a damn door on my bedroom, which had no door before.

I'm feeling pissed. All my world has been upset because of some "A.H." making a "code violation" complaint about my house and several others in our neighborhood.

Now, right now, I HAVE no flow with the blog. I'm continually thinking about how and what my new place will be, and if I can possibly live there again. I was offered a room in the house (pretty nice one, actually), but I feel I need to be separated from the others in the house.

I'm just tired. I feel tired most of the time. There's no flow for the blog, and I don't know where it's all going to end up.

Right now I'm just expressing my frustrations. I know that THIS TOO SHALL PASS (dammit), and all is in the process of "working out for my Highest Good" (and all that "Light Worker Uplifting Words" kind of Crap).

I DON'T FEEL LIKE BEING "POSITIVE" ABOUT ANY OF THIS, and damn if I'm going to try to force it.

I WANT MY HOUSE BACK... the old one... NOT the new narrowed down one.

Bottom line... I know all of this will work out. I just do NOT see it now.

Aloha, Kp