Kauilapele and Sun at Mauna LoaThis whole day has seen so much stuff come up that I can't even describe it. Angry reactions at things I "have" to do, nothing works, too much to d o, and so on. Sometimes this happens inside me to show me that I'm not the only one. Right now I feel like the entire life I've been living the last 11 years is now having the door closed on it, and something is trying to escort me through it. That closing door, that is.

It's a deep un-comfort with where I feel I am right at this time. Out of place, trapped in it, can't move, "get-the-heck-out-of-here" feeling. Don't want anyone around, "just get out", "what a pain all this stuff is", no matter what it is.

All I can say is that we are approaching the 11-11-11, and that may have something to do with it. I mean, every day this month is an 11-bracketed number. 11-1-11, 11-4-11, 11-11-11, 11-30-11. That's got to have something deep going on with it.

All I want to say is, "Get me out of here!!"

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